Movie

We went to see Sex and the City tonight. It wasn't that bad, I might
have enjoyed it. We first went to chick fil a for lunch then to the
movie. The boy stayed at my moms over night, I'm going to go pick him
up in a few min. We are going to be getting a king size bed tomorrow
so that will be very nice.

Nice day

Today was nice. We had a cookout at work, food sucked but it was ok.
We went out to Hosse's for dinner and had a good time. The boy ate for
free which helped. It's late now and I'm tired, night!!!

POD 3

 

POD 2

 

POD 1

 

Elaborate

To elaborate on the last entry, we both took back our toys because there was something wrong with the batteries. She decided to get a different camera and went back to Poloride and I got the same as I had, but they gave me the one w/o software. Not a big deal, I upgraded and now it works great. No problems with the battery that I see so far. I played her DS this morning for a little. The new Mario game is cool. Going to have to play it more often. :-)

DS

I got her a DS. She loves it. Since I go my item, I thought it would be nice to get her this. Here she is with The Boy.

Well...

I got it again. We’ll see if I get to keep it. It seems that the battery runs out fast, well the graphic is showing that. I’ll have to test it. We also got a new printer and a camera and a few games for The Boy.

 

I hate PA

I really hate living here in PA. It is 82 here in my office (and I cannot change the temp) and I and sweating so bad. I never really sweat in AZ. The humidity here sucks!! I need to try to remember to bring my little fan in tomorrow, that  will hopefully help a little bit.

 

Maybe

We'll see what happens. We may be getting the check tomorrow and I may be getting it. She is going to get a camera, Well, she is going to call about the bankruptcy to see what all we need to do. We are hopefully going to go to the circus tomorrow night also, only if we do get the check and can cash or deposit it.

Flock

I just installed Flock to play with. It's neat so far. We'll see if I keep using it.

Back out again.

Looks as if i'm not getting it now, and prolly never will. We are going to use the stimulus check to go bankrupt. That's all fine, but she thinks it's going to change things. I don't think it will. She doesn't see that she do the same thing except does it on little things, mostly online. She get's games, LTD stuff (which BTW was supposed to be paid for with that check, now what?). I'll have to try to ask w/o her flipping out and see what she says.

Life

I don’t know how much longer I will be able to do this. I am getting tired of trying to hold us together. I don’t know if it is truly my fault, or that Her mental problems are at fault. I know that I am not perfect and there are thing that I do that need worked on, but I have done that the best that I can. Yesterday, I was working on getting more Sins 2 things on the computer for Her and I was talking to myself thinking out loud, and she said “I’m glad we are going to counseling, because you are annoying me”. I said, “what did I do?”. She said, your talking to your self, your annoying me. You have no idea how much that hurt. I wasn’t even talking to her, and I was doing something FOR her and I still managed to annoy her. I don’t want to get a divorce. Everyone around us is getting or has gotten one. I don’t want that, but I don’t know if this is going to get worked out. Either way, I’m the one going to get screwed. Even if we find out that Melissa needs more help, I have to pay for it, which is fine IF she gets better. We could end up in more debt worse than now and her not get any better. If we do split, I’ll be hit will all kind of bills and lose ½ of my stuff. She say’s she would never do that, but I think she would. I don’t feel she will be able to take care of Logan by herself. I would go for full custody. She cannot take care of him by herself.

Fun, Fun, Fun...

Tucson, THE Place to live

I have never really cared where I lived before. I almost always felt comfortable anywhere I lived, well not any more. I do keep going on about this, but I am starting to get really depressed about living back here in PA. I do so wish we still lived in AZ. This was a big mistake moving back. Nothing is really different. The only difference is that my parents or Her parents can see The Boy when they want. That is nice for us because we can go out together once and a while, but that’s the only difference. I’m sure in AZ if we really wanted to go out, we could have found someone to watch The Boy. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to go back even to visit, but I can hope and dream. Looking at Tucson in Google Earth just doesn’t satisfy the need to be back.

Drama

Well, we had The Boy in an in-home daycare, but the lady Susan is a nut. She just kept saying that he would hit and call names. He does not do that. I think she has some very bad personal issues that she needs to deal with. He is now back home and we are going to be looking for another daycare.

My Outlook

 

AUTOCAD 2009! :-)