Fail

Is this really what life is? We just sit @ home and play on the computer and/or watch TV. Now, I know it's not cause we used to do a lot more. When we lived in AZ we did a lot more we also had a car. We are getting a car next week so that will be nice so we will hopefully be able to do more. I enjoy watching movies and TV but I feel so unproductive. I used to write programs for the computer and that kept me occupied and I enjoied it. I have tried so hard to be able to make that work and sell programs to make money. I came close a few times to making that work, but got screwed every time. I feel like a failure. I promised my family that I would get to a point that we wouldn't have to worry about money. I completely failed.Chris's posterous