Melissa took 2 pregnancy tests today and they were positive. We went to have a  blood test and we'll know for sure sometime tomorrow.

Well, now I have another interview with an engineering firm next week. It is a FT position. Ug.... I get an interview at YTI which is where I want to work but only PT then another at a place that is FT but I would only take that one because it is FT. I know I need to take the FT position, but it just sucks about the YTI one.... That's life.... sucks sometimes.... ok most of the time.

I had an interview today at YTI (York Technical Institute) to be a CADD
(Computer Aided Drafting and Design) instructor. It is something that I have
been wanting to do ever since I graduated from YTI in 1995. Only problem, is
if I get offered the job it is only PT 16 hours a week. I would be making
1/2 of what I get now on unemployment. I really want it, but I don't know if
I should take it. I can look for another PT job, I don't have a problem
doing that but finding on fast would be the problem. I could also apply for
cash assistance but again, don't know if I would qualify and if I do get it
when it would start. I have another interview again today @ 1pm with the
director of the CADD department. I don't know if I should take a chance and
take the job (if it is offered) and be able to do something I have been
wanting to do for a long time or continue to look for a FT and turn it
down....ug....

We are at the eye Dr. in Hershey. Going ok. Melissa is getting here eyes dialated (sp?). There is a TV in the room and Logan was watching Scooby-Doo. We now have to wait 30 for the sys drops to fully work. Logan is getting antsy cause he wants to go to Chocolate world.

I am so thankful for my wife and son. Without them I would have nothing and be nothing.

Job interview

I just got a call a few minutes ago... it was to set up an interview with YTI! It is this Thursday the 22nd at 9am. I am very excited about, but I need to calm down. I don't want to get my hopes up. Ever since I graduated from there I wanted to be an instructor. I do hope I get this job, not just because I have been wanting to teach there but I also need a job. It would be great. I know I'll be very nervous, but I'm looking forward to it. Getting this would also help me get over talking in front of a group of people. I have done it before, but I have been very nervous, and that is how I got past it. I did good while I was nervous. I want to be calm and be used to doing that.

Was watching Family Gut with Melissa. Going to bed right now.... Well going to watch a little of Castaway first. Logan got a green check today and got a 5th bulldog bark. He got to pick a prize. He picked a think to look through and it make you see like a fly.

sitting in bed playing Island Paradise. My head hurts again... Oh joy.

Computer problems today. Ug. Need to spend the morning fixing it.

I contacted someone that I haven't talked to in over a year. I don't expect a reply. I am just playing around and watching Elegant Universe, very cool show.

Well, today started off great... Ok not really. Life just really sucks right now.

We are on our way to visit a friend of Melissa's that moved here from Az.

Playing Matrix with Logan

Got Logan off the bus and went to Giant to get more Dew and got Logan a lunchable. I took the tent down in Logan's room and now we are playing Matrix.

today was not bad. Julie lied to her husband about going to Atlantic City and went to see some guy in VA that she went to school with or something. She told me that she would never cheat on him, but I don't know it I beleave that. Melissa hung out with her today and Logan and I went to my mom's. We went to a park for a little and and watched Anne (the remake). Melissa and Julie were waiting at my mom's house because Melissa forgot to take her keys with her. Julie left and we went to Weis to get dinner and ended up getting more. We are now home and I am listening to music then going to watch House.

A little excitment outside. 2 cops pulled over a girl, I guess nothing bad as the one cop left after a few min.

Today was not so bad. We went to the Park City mall and it wasn't too bad. Logan was complainng a good bit then we found the play area in the food court. He loved playing there. We got a new dining roon table that was free next door. It is very nice. Now Melissa has her own table for her makeup. I am now watching House and Melissa is watching some movie called Bruno. It is about a gay guy and from the few minutes I saw it looked really nasty and gross.

We found a play area here at the Park City mall in the food court. Logan is having fun.

I'm sorry, but I really hate small talk. When I go to a store, I just want to get my stuff and leave, not chat about the day or something neat that I am using. If I need to, like at a social event or at a job, but other than that leave me be please.

I am watching Good Eats with Logan in a tent set up in his room. He love it.

I am still trying to watch Psych....ug....

Testing Ping.fm

This is my current desktop. Windows 7 with Stardock Fences and Rainlender.

Sum up

Ok, well it's been a while since my last post. Let's see. I was laid off on Aug 18th, 2009 and I am still unemployed. I was enjoying the time off, but I really need to find a job. I have been looking a lot and nothing. Logan is doing ok in school, he got one red check and one strike. That's better than last year. Melissa found a new friend, Julie. She is nice but needs to stop hitting on other guys and stick with her family. If she is not happy, then she should just leave instead of messing around. As for me, I feel like I have done nothing. I wanted to make a difference. I have made a difference in Melissa's life and in Logan's life and that is great. I want to make a difference to others. I would love to get a teaching job at YTI. I would be able to help others and I would have an effect. I remember my teachers there and that's what I want. I would love to be able to make a kick ass program that people everywhere use, but I don't think that will ever happen. I guess that's just something I'll have to live with.