Wow....

She dropped a bomb on me last night… a good one. She is going to go to Target and get a replacement for the item that I took back! I am speechless. I cannot believe that she is doing this. She hasn’t gone yet, so it could change…. And there is a very good possibility that I will have to take it back again for some reason… hopefully not!

 

Nice day

Today was a good day. We got up and went to the Dollar General store to look around. I got a pack of playing cards. Then we went to the library and got some books. Then we went to my mom's to do wash. The weather is great! Nice and not too hot/cold. I love days like this.

Mouse

I can’t wait to get my iPod back!!! Anyway, the cat found the mouse and is chasing it in the apartment. Melissa is freaking out and Logan is also trying to look for it. He wants to keep it. ;-) Can’t keep it, but hopefully the cat will find it and dispose of it. I’ll have to look for other holes around the house and try to fill them. I can’t do anything if it is in the ceiling. I’ll have to try to fill the holes under the sink. I don’t remember if I got them all or not. I’m sure I’ll be asked to do something when I go home for lunch. Melisa isn’t going to want to do anything now. She’ll be wearing her shoes all the time now.

 

Tired of this

I’m really getting tired of this stupid shit she gets pissed at. She tried to hook up the game system for the boy and was unable to unhook the TV and gets really pissed at me. She is blaming it on me that I put it on too tight. I really hate this. I don’t know how much more I can take. I have put up with this kind of crap for over 8 years.

 

The next night

Last night wasn’t bad. My mom too the boy for a little and we got to go to dinner. We had to use some of rent to eat, but I’m going to be working tonight so I’ll make the money back. We went to a Greek diner down the road. There food there is very good, well the food that we have eaten so far. I like the Gyros and she had Broasted Chicken. I had a bite of it, I thought it was very good also. When we got back, my mom had called. She stopped by to drop off the boy and we were not there. I wasn’t expecting her to drop him off until at least 8pm and it was only around 6:30. Well, I called and she dropped him off. He wasn’t that bad tonight. He put up a fuss when we told him to go to bed, but he eventually laid down and fell asleep. I had some work to do that I got finished. Hopefully the problem is fixed. I don’t need to have 2 clients to work for right now, 1 is enough.

Bad Day

Yesterday was a very bad day, after 3pm. Melissa wasn’t feeling good and I left work @ 3pm so she could rest. Well after I got home, it went down hill. She was asking for meds to help her get better. Well, she wasn’t doing that bad right when I got home. Logan was playing his game and she was making things with those iron beads that melt together, coasters and stuff. I was trying to think of a way to get her the meds. She wanted Sudafed. I really didn’t want to go work at Steves, I wanted to stay home and watch Logan and relax a little, like I like to do after work (never really happens though). So it gets to be about 5ish and I decided to go to my parents to get Nyquil for Melissa. I called and my dad said that they had some Dayquil and Nyquil. I had to take some mail to them anyway. I went over and they just had Nyquil, I thought that that would be good. I was wrong. I got home and she bitched because I didn’t think to call her because they didn’t have Dayquil. How the hell was I supposed to know to call her about that? Turns out that she was frustrated because she thought that since I was taking long (I was just talking with them) that they gave me money to get meds AND to go get BK. Are you kidding me?! She was pissed, very pissed. Now, she said something about me calling Steve to work for him to get meds, I really didn’t want to and I made the mistake of saying that. Well that just pissed her off more. She started bringing crap up that has nothing to do with the problem at hand. So after a while, I just didn’t want to her the bitching, I asked if she did want me to call him. She would have to stay with Logan (she actually said that I could take him along… to a indoor shooting range! WTF!) and I thought I would ask to make sure. Well, that pissed her off. Me asking! She said, why do you have to run everything by me?! By this time, I was just about to lose it. She was yelling and screaming, all with Logan in the room. So after a little, I finally called Steve and went down. I was hoping after the hour I was there, she would cool off and be ok. Yeah right. I decided to run across the street and go to Giant to get them Sudafed and surprise her with her fav ice cream. I get to the door in our apt and start walking up the stairs. I hear “Please don’t tell me you got it already!”. Great, now what did I do wrong. I gave her the meds and she gets pissed again! After I run to get it for her thinking that she would be upset if I didn’t come back with it. I got Sudafed Cough and Cold, thinking that would be fine, wrong again! Melissa also told Logan that I would be getting a cheeseburger for him when I got back! How the hell was I supposed to know that!!!!! She has one of her fits, starts yelling, goes into the bathroom slams doors. I’m surprised she didn’t break or throw something. Wait she did throw the TV remote. Again Logan seeing and hearing everything. And she wonders why he does what he does. Because he see all this shit. I was so close to taking Logan and leaving. I had my keys in hand and was ready to leave. After a little, I put Logan to bed after she made a grilled cheese and he had some ice cream. She calmed a little and said “sorry”, but right after still thinks I should have known to call. Again, WTF? How the hell was I supposed to know that? What a fucked up night.

 

f@#!ed up!

Kids/people today are completely fucked in the head. This thing with the 8 kids beating a 16yr old girl just to make it on YouTube.com is completely FUCKED UP!!!! If that was my kid that got beat, I would not hesitate in hunting down each one of the kids that did this and take them out. I would gladly go to jail for my kid if that happened. Or, if my kid was one of the kids that did the beating, I would take him right to the cops. Ug…. What is going on!!

 

What I'm working on...

 

Stuff

I’m cold! I’m at work and it is freezing here. The main thing is that my hands are cold. It’s very hard to work with cold hands. I ordered a few things online. I got a staple less stapler and an aluminum wallet. It’s more of a CC holder, but can be used as a wallet also. It’ll be a nice replacement for the Hershey’s Truffle tin that I am using right now. Melissa got a bible online. Not sure what she hopes to get out of it. I guess some people think it’s good reading. It’s just all fictional stories that some people choose to think are fact IMHO. I am a spiritual person (as I’m sure you could tell by the title of the blog). I guess I may not be so much Wiccan as I first thought. I mostly believe in nature and science. Mother Earth is my guide/Goddess. I get energy from her and the other elements. I guess that could be Pagan or Neo-Pagan. Not sure. I am a Reverend. I can legally perform marriages and such. I haven’t done that though. I don’t remember when I was “ordained”. I think I am going to see if I can find out, or just do it again. I would like to be able to put the initials in my name, just because I can. And maybe do some marriages, baptisms a such. I know I don’t believe in a God, like most people, but that doesn’t mean I shouldn’t be able to do those things… right?

Bankrupt

It’s chilly today. The walk to work wasn’t too bad. I was able to get a big bottle of Mtn. Dew this morning. I was happy about that. I got paid yesterday and the money is gone already. Bills and such. Melissa got groceries also. I haven’t see everything that she got, but I don’t think she got enough. There is nothing for lunches for me that I saw. I guess I can make PB&J for lunches, but that’ll get old fast. I hope she got enough. She went to Aldi, I hate that store. I know it may have cheep food, but it’s not the best. I think they do have name brand things, but not many if I remember right. Anyway, Melissa looked into going bankrupt. It’s going to be a little over $1200. We put $300 down to start and then pay the rest when we can. After it is paid, we go to court and do the rest. I hope we can do this and get back on track.